Grateful Learner.

[Kevin Fulton]

As i continue my soulsearching journey of living in the differences, i have began to feel the presence of God in parts of my life. However, i still see and feel the attacks of Satan coming at me through life. I recently took a break from the internet, and my emails was loaded. I went through them weeding out those that are not important. It reminded me to the process of, " WEEDING OUT ", the things that seem to be choking the life out of the goodness God has bestored upon me within my soul. The season is about to change, and i thought it would be the right time to weed out somethings in my life that seem to be preventing progress. My question is, " DO I HAVE TO JUSTIFY MY ACTIONS EVEN WHEN IT MAY MEAN THAT I MUST WALK AWAY FROM A RELATIONSHIP THAT IS NOT FULFILLING INSPIRATION ? WHY CAN'T I DECIDED TO LET GO FOR NOW, AND MAYBE REACH BACK AT A BETTER TIME, WHEN I MAY BE ABLE TO OFFER THE ASSISTANCE ? HOW FAR DO I GO IN WEEDING OUT THOSE THAT I LOVE, BUT HAVE AN ATTACHMENT TO THEM ?

The answer to most of my questions are known to me, however, questioned because of the nature of the matters. I am grateful for a number of things regardless to being stuck in the area of this major concern, " RELATIONSHIP ". For now, i'd rather remain a loyal friend, and keep the friendship alive, and follow the outline described in getting me to the place in need to be in my personal life. Whether this works for the other person or not once bothered me. Now it bothers me less, because i'm striving for the greater things in life that brings me joy. A personal relationship with God and Believers has to be my main objective. With that in order, i feel things will represent themselves, guiding me to that place i'm in search of daily. Is this worthy of a discussion ? Do i have to have all the answers ? Or can i be humble and grateful that for to days lesson, " I AM A GRATEFUL LEARNER ".